Friday, July 11, 2008

HMM...

I don't know why I feel it because I hate it. And probably I can suppress it but its still there, somewhere inside. I think about it when I'm alone, so I avoid being with being with me. Its crazy.So crazy.
And what do I feel? Jealousy!
Yep! Jealousy!
Towards?
Towards someone I love. I hate it when its like that because it never works out! Because you don't know who you can tell. You don't know if it's the right thing to feel.
You don't know WHAT to feel. And you don't know how to express. You don't know. You just don't know.

P.S. :- Ask no questions and I you won't get any lies!

23 comments:

Tushar Mangl said...

I had made up my mind,not to visit here again...
ANyways...
Interesting thoughts.
I really understand your feelings.
People come to me with similar problems...
Its a totally crazy situation i agree.Wish i could help in any manner.hmmmm.....On second thoughts,
my email id is in my blogger profile...All i can do is to answer your questions, if any...
Mail me with any doubts on the topic....
And have faith in your heart and conscience.Do as your conscience guides you.
God Bless you...

¶ЯёŖηΛ said...

I thought we were good friends.:|
Hmm.:(

¶ЯёŖηΛ said...

I'm sorry I cant resist,so here.
1.You dont suppress.You dont HAVE to suppress.You dont NEED to suppress.What are we here for?

2.If you're feeling jealousy towards someone you love,then it either has to be that you dont love them or probably this jealousy is a figment of your imagination.If you ask me,then its the latter.

3.Feelings are never right or wrong.They just are.

4.You can never KNOW what to feel.You just feel.

5.Lastly,you ought to express.You NEED to express.Do NOT get inspired by me.I am an idiot.Follow Aanchal's footsteps.

And just so you know,I am very very disappointed.



[*huggles*]

Anonymous said...

Just speak it out?
And if the reason you are not telling us is because you think it might hurt us, you're wrong. We promise Kritika, I agreed with Prerna, we're friends. Just discuss it, ok?
What if one us has gone through it or is going through it?

Anonymous said...

Oh, and I think you really should consult Mr.Mangal about this.

Abhilasha said...

Seems like you're in love!!
Lol!!

Anyway, the comments tell me that you have really lovely friends, and you shouldnt be keeping it to yourself.

They will understand, I'm positive.

:)

kika said...

@ Tshhar Mangal : Thanks but I think I'll talk it out with my freinds and that person...But from your comment, it looks like you're a counsellor or something...Anyway...Why had you made u your mind not to visit here again???

@ Prerna and Aanchal : Thanks a ton! But I guess it was just that moment that I felt it and then I got over it, so...
PS : Prerhu! You commented and TWICE!!! Hmmm...I might reconsider, then...

@ Abhilasha : Of course, I have good freinds and I love both of them...
And just so you know...I'm SO not in love...

Tushar Mangl said...

@Aanchal
Thanks for your sarcasm,but i just suggested, the way i could help,if possible.I am sorry if that irked you.
@Kritika
I think its a great idea,you are lucky to have friends like these,[whose comments i am reading here]
And na,i am not any counselor,its just that a variety of people come to me for variety of problems.I take it upon myself as a duty to serve the mankind.[My Personal mission crap!!!]
And ya, my mind was somewhere else, so i wrote that line.[The not coming to blog again one]
Actually i want to retire from blogging,but the situation is quite bad there,[approx 10 blogs are being offered for deletion,if i delete mine Huh!!]
So even i had made up my mind to stop commenting here,i came back.
You got a great blog
:-)

kika said...

@ Tshhar Mangal : Thanks. Why are you planning to delete anyway?
And Aanchal didn't mean it in the sarcastic sense...That's just how she says stuff. Right, Aanchal?

Vasudha said...

Suppressing isn't a solution. Its just hiding the problem. The more you suppress, the harder you push stuff inside, the more force with which they gurgle out, eventually. You've got great friends. Even if they can't help, they can still understand. =)
Hope things are good. :)

kika said...

@ Vas : Of course things are good. How could they not be? Anyway, I guess that suppressing it did help because then I kinda forgot about it and when I think of it now, it's nonsense...

Abhilasha said...

I belive you when you say you're not in love.

And yes, you have good friends...but did you tell them?

Anonymous said...

I think they know...
Well, if you guys don;t...
I LOVE YOU!!!

Anonymous said...

I repeat myself:

If, ok, ifff, you don't tell me about this supposedly 'stupid' feeling of yours, i'll remember to not tell you the next thing that affects me, ok? I so won't.
I won't, i won't, i won't.
Trust me.
And i know you wouldn't like that, just like we don't right now.

Anonymous said...

Arey dumb ass...Tum paagal ho, yaar

Anonymous said...

Hmm, ok.

Anonymous said...

Aanchu, I hate you, yaar...Tumhari post ki history I wanna know...
And don't worry, be happy...I'll probably write a letter to you explaining stuff because I don't want to talk about it...Aur ab toh woh itne purana bhi ho gaya hai...

Anonymous said...

Letter?
Wow Kritika! I'm impressed! Please do that, ok? Even if the thing is puraana now. I understand if you dont wanna talk about it.

Anonymous said...

Chal, fine...On Monday you'll get an anonymous letter....



From whom?


Keep guessing...

Anonymous said...

I will.
































And you got 20 comments now Sigh.

Anonymous said...

LOL

21!!!!

Abhi said...

Hmmm..
I guess this issue is too old to, comment on or ask questions about.

Or is it not?

Anyway, commented to indicate my visit :)
keep blogging.

Anonymous said...

@ Abhi: Thanks for visiting :D